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Had a maturation, looking down the beam
Like a hidden symbol watching I heard it ring
Image in the half shell, faces on the screen
There’s a lot of people living for nothing
And now the message clear, the tone is there
The pillow dings
I hear it’s efforts blur and there
And there
It is
Had a dream about you, laying on the waves
Suffering that and surfing this, I had to say
Walked around the mission, had to see your face
Had to know it was you all along, I want this place
And now the message clear, the tone is there
The pillow dings
I hear it’s efforts blur
I see it all be clear
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Ice Black Sand
03:51
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No suspicion
Not common sense
What is it?
Pain or memory?
Artist or fake?
No good reason to be part of it
Like open letters on the heart of it
No good person at the bar tonight
Floating out onto the tongue tonight
No good person in the heart of life
Night on the coast
Laying on my back
Who doesn’t need a man like that?
No good person in the heart of life
Words flow out into an open mouth
No good person in the heart of life
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Cable
03:53
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Silent cable goes
Witness every meaning lost
Both hands watch together
Silence follows, meaning lost
Friend goes, then turns off
Silence follows, meaning lost
Both legs move together
Image shifts, body walks
Cable between your knees
Trouble follows body bleeds
Both hands lost together
Pockets tremble, stomach kneads
Two worlds, crushed together
Palest feeling pheromones meet
Both mouths feed each other
What is cool and what is beat?
Tide rolls in a little faster the bad things are behind
I wanna be so fast I can dance with the waltzes in your mind
The whole world lives, rubbing parts, Good things are divine
I wanna see through that stuff, what is love?
Restless in your life
I wanna be yours
I wanna be yours
I wanna be yours
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4. |
Sea of Fertility
03:39
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When I was little, found a different kind of me
I used to bide my time in sunlight, revealing what id be
When I’d look into the ozone, no matter what id see
I am alive and blankly going, what I want to be
Love, love, boundless in this love
You are my love, restless every night
I can take time to find it, time to feel it, time to think at night
You are my love blossoming into the snow a mass of light
Now my body’s lying naked by the sea,
Look into the mirror and tell myself I’m free
Hold my cock in right hand
Proclaim it newborn king
Masculine and empty, ignoring everything
The smell of cut grass is the strongest smell around
But seeds are left and grass will come reclaim the fertile ground
An affirmation of this hopeless state you’ve found
Do you fear it like a plague or let the medicine go down
Now my schooling tells me the way I live is right
I am powerless and lonely, afraid to walk outside
Still the act of living is a distant sounding voice
Like an echo of an echo, urges weak and out of touch
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Amanda
04:42
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Amanda loves you, all around the world
And calls your phone to talk just a little bit
A little voice inside the blood drops on your hands
Comes alive to ask a question
Do you love me?
Do you love me?
I can be a lot of things in different kinds of worlds
Silent the vow between on the Internet
Had a dream about a boy who reaches out his hand
Run around and exercise just a little bit
Do you love me?
Do you love me?
Past life
The memory of touch
The last time you wanted to die
Moss grows
On the keyboard lines
Last time you wanted to die
Once you thought you were alone
But now
The whole world sees you cry
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6. |
Every Chance I Get
03:30
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Is someone barking up your doorstep?
Two lips a spinal chord, the nape of your neck
Sometimes too young to know difference
I drink it lap it up and love it like
Every chance I get
Kiyo with cherry blossoms blooming
I’m watching through my minds eye
Undressing you to feel your angels skin
Language disappears, the nape of your neck
Every chance I get
I am the same as you in English
Never closer than when you hair is in a braid
Clenching tightly to your clothes now
I’d rather die than walk outside this room
Yes
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7. |
Easier to Die
02:31
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Hung
On like ticking wheel
With a hundred points
Can you make it home in a minute?
Do they know youre here?
Can they see your tears?
Are you crying now?
Are you feeling bad?
Every Sunday night
Where you gonna be in a minute
Without ears or eyes
Could you make it back?
Back to me somehow
Easier to die
Easier to die than live
Easier to die
Easier to die
John
Are you are lying down
Are you looking up?
In a minutes time
In a minute
I am half your age
I am always change
I wear those things in a minute
Do you want to show them?
Do you want to show me?
Do you want to show?
Are you feeling strange?
Can you taste the fear?
From them
has it healed?
Easier to die
Easier to die than live
Easier to die
Easier to die
Daily Season
I need release
From all the things I say
Pictures move
Pleasure’s breath
Time and space
Another open dream
Genderless touch
Like a cloudless sky
The money pays
For a minutes time
Lights my face
And I am alone
When I stand
On the web I am
It goes for miles and miles
It never ends
Dimmest feeling open door
I love my flesh
When it’s wet
Solid matter
Fades to smoke
A hand that loves
Feeds the master
Spinning down
Deepest bliss
God peers through
My thoughts and desires
I hope he hears that sound
I hope it makes him cry
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Daily Season
03:50
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9. |
Particle Board
05:03
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Most of my friends leave the house in twos
Scared of being seen alone or killing themselves
These are the bloodstains on the sheets of my bed
From different people lost in the thread of it
Wet saliva comes out of my mouth
Open throat, feeling goes in and out
I wanna know what all the fuss is about
The words I say frighten people when they come out of my mouth
Alright
Room
Door
Particleboard
Room
Door
Landlord
Room
Door
Particleboard
Room
Door
Landlord
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Breezy
06:06
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Woke up reaching toward the edges of your form
I don’t think I’ve ever been down quite this low before
The train tracks shake, the ground and air begin to scream
The sun that’s coming up can’t see just where my body’s been
I can see through your window, shining on the screen
A glowing face on your bed, another human being
Oh how I wish I could lift it up, wring out the brain
I see your skin and eyes looking right back out at me again
What’s that image leaving?
Smile, I’m not leaving
Sunlight
Moonlight
Bathing
Kissing
Coming
Needing
I Miss you
Miss you, baby
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